heres to the ones that lost it all here's to the ones that ment everything heres to the ones that are forever younge heres to thoes that want to live.

So its been a while since I have updated this thingy...I have my reasons. I have suspected some persons looking at my journal when they should not be because I did not what them to read this. So from now on I must watch my tounge and be careful of what I say in fear of being exposed. In other words...once again I have lost my source of openess...*sighs*

So in continuation with this, I have been having an alright time so far. Things are getting better. My mame has some job interviews lined up, which means money, better times, and a new mattress for myself, since mine is many years old and really gross.

I myself have obtained a job. Petsmart baby. I think I got the job because of Chris Catts, which is fine with me because now I have a job and money and shizz. So thats good, at least I can pay for my own things now.

I need to find some plastic rings. One because I am obsessed with them now, they are soooo cool. I think its just because Im like secretly loving acting like a little kid and dressing all goofy and stuff. Its just more fun and I dunno..I like it better. Then i\I also need to find a ring to give to Byron. I will win. We started this stupid ass game, and now I have to beat him by giving him a ring. Its so childish but I absolutly adore it.

Byron comes down on the 16th of July. I am so excited for him to come down here. I am really happy, things seem to be going very good for him. I really like this one. I mean in my mind this makes sense and like it all works out, mkays.

So thats about all. I guess.

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