so called byron he answered and then we had to hang up afterl iek 3 mins...and i am very sad now.

so from this i speed into this very bad and crazed day dream zone out...i have many of these but this one made me worry and ughish.

I called byron again later the next day and he answers. he says he can talk but i hear his parents yelling at him in the background to get off the phone. I ask him again and tell him i can hear his parents yelling and I dont want him in trouble so I will call later on or tomorrow. He gets all mad and starts fussing...and I get mad because I see no reason for it and I try and explain myself rationally, but he jsut gets mad and refuses to talk. So I say fine, good bye Byron, he says bye, I say I love you and he says meh. MEH. and I just say I cant believe you woudl do that to me..and hang up.

Then i snapped out of it and sent myself into a small uncomfortable long thought of how I would fix it because it would be my fault, but it wouldnt be, and ugh.

So now i am sad and missing my panda bear...

i hate ohio